3 weeks
It’s hard to believe that it’s been three weeks since they arrived on my doorstep to tell me of my husbands death. So much has happened, yet it still feels like I’m standing still, like there’s nothing quite right but nothings changed either. It’s a cunnundrum, and I still feel displaced, and uneasy. It’s made […]
One last ride.
It couldn’t have been more perfect if I had actually planned it. We woke up friday, the day of the wake, to rainy dreary skies and many phone calls of “are you really still gonna….” and replies of “of course. It’s a Kevin Camping Adventure!” So we had the first requirement for an KCA – […]
Busywork
today was the day I spent going around and paying bills. i got a lot paid off, thanks to the generosity of those donating funds to help me do so. The worst part was that I just didn’t feel… I don’t know. confident. usually it’s all walk in, pay bill, banter a bit, walk out. […]
Let there be light..
Papa got tired of hitting his head on my broken chandelier in the dining room, which is also my office. I’ve learned over the years to sidestep it automatically, but well, poor papa is quite a bit taller then me too, and hit his head every single time. It was always something that was on […]
Two down, one to go.
The Memorial service was today, and I sat there through it thinking “Man, he’d have gotten a fuckin kick outa this…” The local lodge of Elks ran the services for him, and held their traditional Elks goodbye. the nice thing was that I didn’t have to do a thing, and he’d have just flat out […]
