{"id":16,"date":"2003-08-31T22:05:45","date_gmt":"2003-09-01T07:05:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/gonfalon.org\/eclat\/2003\/08\/31\/ahhhhhhhhhh\/"},"modified":"2003-08-31T22:05:45","modified_gmt":"2003-09-01T07:05:45","slug":"ahhhhhhhhhh","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gonfalon.org\/eclat\/2003\/08\/31\/ahhhhhhhhhh\/","title":{"rendered":"AHHHHHHHHHH!!!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ok &#8211; so I still have Poetic Voices up and running and stuff &#8211; and been having something of a writers block (obviously &#8211; 14 entries in 8 months? oh my god. *L*) so I joined a poetry board  and was hoping to get inspired&#8230; and so far so good &#8211; there is an AMAZING group of talented poets over at <a href=\"http:\/\/celaine.com\/forum\/index.php?s=0\">This so called life..<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Anyway -they are a part of a group of workshop boards called the Poetry Board League, and they hold monthly contests for their members &#8211; individual boards can send in 1-3 poems for each contest, and compete against other writers\/other boards for board of the year. <\/p>\n<p>Well.<\/p>\n<p>Guess who had a work nominated today? *BEEEEEEEEEEG GRIN*<\/p>\n<p>Yes indeedy&#8230; ME! I am shocked, awed and stunned&#8230; and couldn&#8217;t be more pleased about it! I honestly feel that it&#8217;s<\/p>\n<p>(common &#8211; you know it&#8217;s coming)<\/p>\n<p>AN HONOR TO BE NOMINATED!!! Even if i don&#8217;t move on to the contest this month, knowing they felt my piece was good enough to be nominated is enough for me.<\/p>\n<p>It was one of my slam pieces (should I ever discover the balls to participate in another slam) and I even recorded it so that they could hear it &#8216;preformed&#8217;.<\/p>\n<p>So if you are curious what this Alaskan&#8217;s horrid voice sounds like &#8211; <a href=\"http:\/\/reachthecolors.com\/pvoices\/lessa\/JustLikeMe_EAM.mp3\">click here<\/a>.<br \/>\nand below are the words of the nominated work&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Just like me<br \/>\n?eam 2002<\/p>\n<p>The little box is labeled &#8220;race&#8221; and<br \/>\nI wonder what we are running to<br \/>\nOr maybe running from<br \/>\nThey look at me funny while<br \/>\nI ponder the question,<br \/>\nGiving it the thought it deserves. <\/p>\n<p>I guess I am white &#8211;<br \/>\nI certainly am<br \/>\nAccording to the color of skin<br \/>\nBlinding Alaskan tan<br \/>\nPale as beached whale<br \/>\nSometimes freckled and red<br \/>\nFrom the Midnight Sun <\/p>\n<p>Of course, the freckles<br \/>\nAre from Irish stock<br \/>\nThough there&#8217;s a bit of<br \/>\nEverything else thrown in too<br \/>\nA regular Heinz 57<br \/>\nCrossed with hillbilly<br \/>\nThat&#8217;s me. <\/p>\n<p>The mind wanders then<br \/>\nAs my mind so often does<br \/>\nTo the first time I saw a black boy<br \/>\nI wondered if his skin<br \/>\nTasted of chocolate<br \/>\nAnd if momma would skin me<br \/>\nFor licking his cheek to see <\/p>\n<p>Spice scented salt.<br \/>\nJust like me. <\/p>\n<p>And then to the Native boy<br \/>\nThe color of creamed coffee<br \/>\nI wondered if his skin<br \/>\nWould feel like suede<br \/>\nAnd if mom would freak<br \/>\nWhen I touched him (all over)<br \/>\nJust to see <\/p>\n<p>Smooth satin soft<br \/>\nJust like me. <\/p>\n<p>Then farther on<br \/>\nTo the African-American man<br \/>\nWho had me for just one night<br \/>\nHolding my body captive<br \/>\nWhile ripping through me<br \/>\nAgain and again<br \/>\nI wondered what mom would say<br \/>\nTo see me slave to a man&#8217;s whims<br \/>\nAs his ancestor&#8217;s once were to ours <\/p>\n<p>He enjoyed the conquest.<br \/>\nJust like me. <\/p>\n<p>And now, again, I stare<br \/>\nAt the box named &#8220;race&#8221;<br \/>\nWhere the answer is demanded<br \/>\nAnd with a smirk<br \/>\nI write in my own reply<br \/>\nA single word knowing &#8211; <\/p>\n<p>You are all<br \/>\nJust like me. <\/p>\n<p>Human. <\/p>\n<p>(AAAAAAAAAAAH! they LIKE me! they REALLY REALLY LIKE me! *beams!*)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ok &#8211; so I still have Poetic Voices up and running and stuff &#8211; and been having something of a writers block (obviously &#8211; 14 entries in 8 months? oh my god. *L*) so I joined a poetry board and was hoping to get inspired&#8230; and so far so good &#8211; there is an AMAZING [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-myriad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gonfalon.org\/eclat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gonfalon.org\/eclat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gonfalon.org\/eclat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gonfalon.org\/eclat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gonfalon.org\/eclat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/gonfalon.org\/eclat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gonfalon.org\/eclat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gonfalon.org\/eclat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gonfalon.org\/eclat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}