{"id":2674,"date":"2012-05-06T22:29:50","date_gmt":"2012-05-07T06:29:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/gonfalon.org\/eclat\/?p=2674"},"modified":"2012-05-06T22:29:50","modified_gmt":"2012-05-07T06:29:50","slug":"sigh-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gonfalon.org\/eclat\/2012\/05\/06\/sigh-5\/","title":{"rendered":"Sigh."},"content":{"rendered":"

I’m so stupid. Or well, men are stupid. Or both. I dunno.<\/p>\n

Met a lovely man – not perfect, but fun to talk too, fun to get to know, and (mama, close your eyes) the sex wasn’t bad. Not meltingly fantastic, but not bad. He could probably learn. Anyway – he had a lot going for him.<\/p>\n

And I ruined it. I ruined it because the guy I’m not dating got jealous, admitted his attachment to me, admitted he didn’t want to see anyone else. Then the next day – recanted, and told me to date if I wanted but just don’t tell him. And then we spent some fantastic nights together, and tonight? Tonight he “has company” that I shouldn’t ask about if I don’t want to know. Oh, and I’m getting too attached again.<\/p>\n

I’m getting fucking whiplash is what I’m getting. I ruined something that might have been good, because he gave me hope. And now, when I tell him that? He gives me silence. <\/p>\n

I sure can pick them, hm? I hope he’s happy.<\/p>\n

Back to the drawing board. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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