Ren’s Interview answers…

Here are the rules ? and yes, I will interview whomever wishes me too. *Smile*
1. If you want to participate, leave me a comment saying “interview me.”
2. I will respond by asking you five questions – each person’s will be different.
3. You will update your journal with the questions and the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview others in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

Alrighty Ren! Here?s the answers to your questions *grin* Even though I know it was just a ploy to get some sort of entry update in this here journal of mine. Heh.

1. What’s your secret indulgence?
Ha! You?re just upset that I found your secret spy cam ? now you want me to indulge your curiosity and tell all! I won?t submit! I won?t! I?. Hm? The rules? There?s rules? Well shit. You really want to know? Fine. Don?t say I didn?t warn you.
It?s Chex Mix. By the bag.
Seriously.
I love the shit ? and it?s sooooooooo bad.. and I honestly cannot put down a bag until it?s finished. Hey ? a two-and-a-half-hour-glass figure like mine takes WORK darnit.

2. Describe the happiest moment in your life, thus far.
There isn?t a single happiest moment, but three. The first moment I held each of my kids in my arms. It?s etched in my memory ? everything from their lil wrinkled faces, the sound of heir first cry, the scents of freshly washed babyskin, the thrill of having something so precious, so amazing, so incredible and knowing that ?I- made that, that it was me and him combined and nourished inside my body for nine long months? absofuckinglutely incredible.
Of course ? now I?m trying to sell them to the lowest bidders, but that?s par for the course. *chuckles*

3. Word association time: Memory. Games. Truth. Fear. Laughter.
Memory>faulty
Games>Pain
Truth>ignored
Fear>losing him
Laughter> free

4. Who is your favorite role-playing charater, and why?
Ugh ? just ONE? Good god, there?s so many to choose from. Does it have to be my own? *L* Bah.. I?ve thought and thought. I?m tempted to say my first char ever, for nostalgia?s sake, but she?s no longer my favorite? Then there?s the one who finally landed me TBF?s ever elusive reluctant hero for almost two years of turbulent relationship?
But you know what ? I think my favorite character right now is one whose concept was written for me, then given to me to make come alive. She?s just so damn? so? intricate with so many fascinating facets to her personality? See, Blister?s a Werewolf: the Apocalypse character, a metis ahroun bone gnawer. This means she?s a warrior of the lowest tribe of all the tribes of the W:tA, she?s a born freak because her parents were both shifters (a big no-no that results in some disability that I?ll get to in a moment) and because she?s a Full moon ? Arhoun, she tends to have a hair trigger temper. Heh.
What makes her fascinating though is all of this, and her disability. She?s a hermaphrodite. She?s got a full set of both male and female WORKING organs. She was raised as a boy, she feels like a girl mostly, but considers herself.. well, just Blister. Do you have any idea how difficult it is to write a post without making a single reference to the character you?re writing for?s gender? It?s not easy at ALL. Definitely my most challenging character I?ve ever played, and I love her to death. She just wants to belong, to make her Alpha (who she adores) proud of her? They recently lost two packmates, and that hit her hard as she is the protector of the group? so I?ve had her dealing with that, while also dealing with a move to a new city, and trying to simply keep the rest of her pack together in one piece. She?s nothing without her pack ? they?ve always accepted her just like she is, and that means the world to her. Chaba, the Alpha, is a harsh mistress at times, but she never does things without a reason, and Blister?s learned a tone from her.
So I think right now, Blister is my favorite. Just watching her grow, and come into her own, and come to grips and work on accepting who and what she is? it?s amazing. It?s a privaledge to get to tell her story.

5. Describe what would be a perfect day for you.
Waking up languidly ? on my own, without anyone demanding this or that or the other thing? simply waking up when I?ve had enough sleep and not having to yell or break up a fight or get asked ?where?s my breakfast? any of that?.
Going to the bathroom by.my.self. (Something all mom?s can understand.)
Leisurely checking my email, bumming around online with a perfectly brewed cup of French vanilla coffee? someone offering me a refill then disappearing again into the background?
No. Dirty. Dishes. To. Be. Found. A clean house ? oh god let me wake to a clean house?. With laundry already done?
Meals cooked by someone else. Any meal. Anyone else. Just so that I don?t have to do it or clean up after it.
Then? ohhhhh.. then. Hot water, lots of bubbles, candles, incense, lavender, a really thick book, soft music and smirnoff?s, ice cold as I soak in my chin deep tub for as long as I want too? without any interruptions?
Taking said book afterwards, after drying off with a fluffy towel, curling up in the corner of the couch with my book, and reading as long as I want. No interruptions, falling asleep with the words still swimming before my eyes, the story come to life behind my lids as I languish in peaceful dreams?
being waken only by some seriously hot sex with some seriously hot person (NOT my husband. Smirk)? And having it last long enough that I am satisfied over and over and over again? made to feel the queen of the day, the sexiest beast alive? even through we all know that I?m not? all leading me to collapse from exhaustion in my bed, wrapped up in someone?s arms and falling asleep again?
That? would be perfection.