Cold and quiet

The viewing was hard. I knew it would be, and had been psyching myself up for it from the time i woke up till the time we got there. There was no way to prepare for it though, as it was just.. so… real. He looked like he was sleeping, but different. There was a moment where I was certain he was going to reach out and grab my hand and say “gotcha” at which time I’d simply kill him, then die myself. He was holding his mickey shirt, his mickey wizzards hat, and looked for all the world as if he’d just fallen asleep.

Which, as we know, the only thing we know, is that he had done simply that.
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Ugh.

They are trying to kill me with papercuts! So. Much. Paperwork and burocratic bullshit! It’s insane. Mom’s been a doll and shuttled me from gov’t office to gov’t office to the store to the funeral home and listened and touched and stood strong while I answered question after question and made appointment after apointment and […]

Love, love, love.

As mom said here, and as sis said here. (click for more) And, as he always said… Love, love, love. [yesterday, today, forever.] heartbroken, ~L

Trend Whore!

TrendWhore Bracelets HAHAHAHAHAHAH! I want one.

Back to school!

Whee! Back to school at last! Though this year, i’ve two kids in the middle school and I’m finding that just a bit disconcerting, for sure. The boy was of course grumpy about the whole thing – The girl seems to be enjoying it though. Or rather, she was until she got her first homework […]