Posts by Lessa:
Just…. just….
Kill.me.now.
Holy fucking…. ARGH. Why can he not realize that his coming home a week early KILLED us for the month financially? So today he says “anytime you want, I’ll take over the finances so that we can better use our money.” Oh. He has no idea how fucking close I am. I’m so goddamn tired of trying to stretch things and make ends meet and make sure he gets what he wants, the kids get what they need, and everyone is fed in the process. I’m so fucking TIRED of this shit. I swear – once the tax refunds are here and (hopefully) everything is paid off – I just might fucking give him the finances. Let him deal with this shit for a while.
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Peace at last.
Well, yesterday the Asshole took the bro in law and his woman back to Anchorage in order to visit again with Conor and then head home, out of state. It was so fucking quiet, so peaceful, so amazing when the tension lifted and they left. I didn’t realize just how tense I had gotten until […]
Aftereffects
Whew. The afterchristmas letdown… sometimes is good, sometimes is bad, sometimes it is simply filled with gratefulness that the bloody inlaws are out and gone again. heh.
A tree!
OK. So! I found a tree today, one of the local nursery’s had some left, and even had knocked off 10% of the price. I didn’t really want to spend money on it, but there was no way I was going to listen to the Asshole bitch about having to go get one as soon […]
